I'm Back Bitches!!

I've been on a hiatus for a while...only because blogspot is not as poppin and some people may think. It was at first but it didn't stay. Right now I am behind stage of "The Bluest Eye" with a *celebrity*. I don't know how often I will be writing on here because recently I have been writing a more private journal for future purposes. But expect to see me soon or here from me. Savannah Flower is definitely more than a person. I am a movemtn within myself. Get with it!

The New York City Driver

Some people don't know but I used to be a real reckless driver. Not reckless in the sense that I didn't care about my life or my safety but reckless in the fact that I drove like a true New York City Driver. A real New York City Driver is someone who is trying to get to their destination as fast as possible. Since I have matured a little, I realized that even though that way of driving got me where I needed to go fast as shit AND I knew what I was doing so I never got in an accident, the person in the passenger seat experiences something that is just traumatizing.
I'm used to being the driver at all time so when I let my aunt drive who claims she is a NEW YORK CITY DRIVER, I almost had a serious panic attack/mild heart attack. Every move and jolt and change of lane, I thought I was going to die at that instant. As I held onto my seatbelt for dear life and prayed to God, asking him to spare my life, I realized, this is how the fuck I drive.

You . . .

Memories of yesterday flood into my head
The goodness & pleasure with you in bed
The colors in your eyes, green white and red
The incredible noises & the things that were said
Must've been a dream; my reality was dead

peace.love.joy.
savannah flower

Fall...

I fell . . . and you caught me with your eyes
. . . full of passion . . .
Save me once again with your eyes . . .
. . . I'm falling for you . . .

old guy

...can't seem to find a guy that is on my level....all the young guys are stuck in their young mindsets and can't seem to grow up for shit...
...all the older guys are decrepit looking or creepy as hell...
...so where is the happy medium?

.........oh! this old guy....no...this wonderful man =]

...there he is....he is perfect

peace love joy
savannahflower

who are these b*tches?

At my school there is WAY too much drama. I'm a theatre major and even I can't take it. Since elementary school I have endured drama which actually made me who I am today. I have done some weird and crazy things to get rid of drama. I have hurt ppl and even faught people at their doorstep to clear my name. Basically I don't take shit from people and I want everyone to know that right now.
>If you are my friend and you hurt me, i will find it in my heart to forgive you but I will also be cautious about what I say around you and how good I make you feel about yourself.
>If you are an acquaintance and you try and hurt me, I will probably just never speak to you again.
>If you are nobody (def.- someone I don't give a fuck about) and you try and hurt me, I will ask you to go re-evaluate your life because mine is clearly so important that you had to invade my space.
>NOW, if you try and hurt my friends I will hunt you down and skin you of you natural born pride and make sure you bleed the pain you tried to cause ten times over.

I am a very sweet person and I am intelligent and sometimes I am forgiving. I am never fake and I will never say something about you behind your back that I will not say in front of your face. I don't know what kind of "lack of dignity person" people can be and honestly I don't really care. I am a Libra and quite frankly I try and stay away from drama and confrontation. But Libras happen to have the worst temper. Once you tip my scale, the measures I will go through to bring back balance in my life are detrimental. I will blow up your body!

So this brings me to this question. WHO ARE THESE BITCHES? You are lower than the lowest levels in hell. If you are beneath my feet, you need to stay there. I have freedom of speech and I will say and type what I please. If you NOW have something you want to actually say to my face, please proceed so I can bash in yours.

(sorry I cannot put my usual motto after this post)
"fuck wit me"
savannah flower

beautiful life

Everyday I wake up and thank God for such a beautiful life. I know that there are so many BAD things that I have been through in my life but when I look at some of the struggles of other people who have it bad every single day of their life, i begin to appreciate mine much more. I know I am bound for success and the people that have supported me thru thick and thin will see just as many benefits from my success as I do. As for the people who tried to tear me down or who were unloyal, they will not see me at all. One thing about me is that I am always there for my friends and I love giving and supporting. I expect the same in return.
Friendship is a funny thing. It is just a term. When you meet someone, you can call them your friend within the first five minutes of knowing them, but you really don't know what their motives are. Friendship is something different to me. It is something you have to prove. It is one of the single most things in the world that make life beautiful.

peace love joy
savannah flower

Who I am

...They say this stage in your life is when you learn the most about yourself. I feel like I'm on a self-discovery everyday. I learn something new about my self each and every hour of my life. I feel like with all the wild and crazy things I've done in my life, I have somewhat made it like a movie. A movie that only I have been watching. Maybe this is why I love music and listen to it as loud as I can every moment I can. The music I listen to is like the soundtrack to the movie I call LIFE.
...It may seem weird but somehow I live off adreneline. I live for the moments where I may feel scared or nervous just to feel that rush as soon as I get a tedious task accomplished. Maybe this is why my whole life, I have been the wild crazy one that does things just to get in trouble or done things knowing there was a huge risk involved. These are the things that keep me going, weirdly enough.
...Sometimes I wish people could see life through my eyes and see the things I have gone through. This is why it is so amazing to be a writer. It is like showing the world something using your words to depict the images that you see with your own two eyes. I wonder why sometimes I find myself put in these dangerous or heart-pumping cirumstances and I now know its because I love the moments where my heart is pumping a mile a minute. It may be because someone has cornered me and I need to find a way out, or I'm with someone I have great and strong feelings for, or I'm so happy to the point where I could burst.
...The lows in life are sometimes refreshing because they bring dynamic to my life in ways a movie script could. The tears that sometimes fall down my face are sometimes just emotions from anywhere, they may not even be my own emotions. I just want people to know how much I value life and how I want to take advantage of all the opportunities that come my way. Each and every day is an episode to my life in my eyes. Each and every day is also a blessing.

...live life to the fullest
...live life like no one is looking
...never stop suprising yourself
...never stop learning
...take every oppotunity to become better
...take every risk that makes you brave

peace love joy
savannah flower

The Curse

I sent the devil after you
I wanted to see the evil he could do
But he said you deserved something worse
something everlasting; something like a curse
he called upon the Lord and asked what he should do
The Lord cursed me, because I sent the devil after you

"Vengance is the Lord's"
(c) 2009 Savannah Flower

peace love joy

WEEKLY FASHION PROFILE

Savannah Flower's Weekly Fashion Profile (Risks)

Big hair will always be in, just depends on how you wear it.

Wearing bright, colorful headbands, is a
great way to make a fashion statement.

I wear shirts on my head,
yea so what I'm crazy. A fashion "grunge" look
with aviators to help pull it off.

It's a simple look with a
bit of color and fun.


















Check Back Next week for more fashion tips.

peace love joy
savannahflower